an apology..

this post is an apology to someone. u read my blog. i noe. like obvious. u told me. like duhh.

ok, yes its u i'm cursing but seriously, i WAS damn pissed off. u WERE such a pain in the ass and u WERE the most annoying human ever. seriously, u pissed me off well. so, i got no other means to vent my anger other then my blog. as said, this is where i pour out my woos and say what i like. and so, wah-la! i just shoot. but, i DID apologised but maybe its too indirectly. so, now, I'M SORRY. i noe my words were harsh. its so atrocious of me but i was really pissed- as mentioned. but, i relent anyway. i can't bring myself to hold on to my anger that long. it only took me less than 24 hours and u're back in the frens list -close frens. i noe u didn't mean it but being angry and totally pissed is just part and parcel of life. ryte? that includes pissing others also. ok, to get even, i am hereby apologising to whom it may consent and i'll try not to post any harsh things anymore. u've changed anyway. no more lyings. no more paitao-ing, and i feel that i am the one who is in the bad spot now. maybe i learn to much from u. haha.. ok, watever it is, hopefully that its back to square one. back to flat ground and wat i meant is zero-zero. seriously, i'm terribly sorry!

i'm bored/ stupid.

well people.. guess wat? i AM stupid. or am i? i think i am.
straight to the point- i'm back to my stupid give in(again!) self! can't believe myself that i forgave mr "nice guy"-AGAIN! wtf. i dun noe why but i just can't bring myself to boycott him much further after an apology. and i really dun noe if that apology is a 'mean it' one. hmm... watever it is, i think that person sort of read my blog and finally decided to apologize and make it up to me. hmm... plus, stating that he didn't mean all those harsh moments and words/ actions. ok, one word- WHATEVER. the main point is i am silly to give another chance and be frens again. giving in is not losing but growing up i guess.

well... in skool currently waiting for my next tutorial. BORED. as usual la.. meeting up with the other side of the cliques later at town. having seuol garden wif em. after several broken promises, i FINALLY fulfill my promise. to join em dinner. and fyi, i saved up my 2 weeks allowance ok! hahaha.. in order to pay up my fees and dinner wif em. zainul's first day at his 'dream' attachment. hahaha.. gud luck though. and, the purpose of telling this is becos he had a new hairdo! description: smaller head- way MUCH smaller, lesser hair and slightly rounded face! hahahaha.. imagine! super tak cool but neat though. kental siket but still acceptable! finally he look so decent.
alryte.. till here for now. update again!