short and sharp.

catched up with the gerls yesterday at tampines. since farah never been to tamp 1 before, so we toured her there. went to have dinner and headed to the standard spot. siti farhanah came around 7 and the non-stop laughter begun. she is super funny. super super funny. danced like crazy. slacked till 11 and headed off home.

the other day...

paitao the rest after work to follow my mom and aunt to marina. had supper at tanjong pagar railway station. catched up the old good family gathering times.

last week...

celebrated this gerl's 22nd birthday in the studio. hope u like the cake!!

best of lucks for the exams!!!!

an apology..

this post is an apology to someone. u read my blog. i noe. like obvious. u told me. like duhh.

ok, yes its u i'm cursing but seriously, i WAS damn pissed off. u WERE such a pain in the ass and u WERE the most annoying human ever. seriously, u pissed me off well. so, i got no other means to vent my anger other then my blog. as said, this is where i pour out my woos and say what i like. and so, wah-la! i just shoot. but, i DID apologised but maybe its too indirectly. so, now, I'M SORRY. i noe my words were harsh. its so atrocious of me but i was really pissed- as mentioned. but, i relent anyway. i can't bring myself to hold on to my anger that long. it only took me less than 24 hours and u're back in the frens list -close frens. i noe u didn't mean it but being angry and totally pissed is just part and parcel of life. ryte? that includes pissing others also. ok, to get even, i am hereby apologising to whom it may consent and i'll try not to post any harsh things anymore. u've changed anyway. no more lyings. no more paitao-ing, and i feel that i am the one who is in the bad spot now. maybe i learn to much from u. haha.. ok, watever it is, hopefully that its back to square one. back to flat ground and wat i meant is zero-zero. seriously, i'm terribly sorry!

unusually us

two updates at one go. am proud of myself cos i'm beginning to update my blog as recently as possible but i noe at some point, i will start my outdated self again. haha.. lets touch on yesterday's 'outing' cum 'excursions' cum lunch. was actually planned to slack wif my gerls the whole day as it have been ages since we did that. BUT, our plan was spoiled and interrupted by the colleagues clique. syuk rang me and asked to join them lunch at ite simei and we agreed. of all places but it was fun though. syuk, sham and jak fetched us at tamp mrt stat and off to lunch.

they had this cutlet rice and i choose to settle wif an ice milo and a bread shared wif jak. slack at cafeteria 2 for almost 2 hours then left hanging wif no plans and headed down back to tamp 1. walked and loitered around tamp 1 aimlessly and spend almost to an hour over at the arcade. pretty much free time!

catched up wif nad and fazuan and was later joined by nana, ku, aliman and muhaimin.

the next post:

went for dinner wif the other bunch of clique as mentioned. had seoul garden at ngee ann city wif rakesh, hui li, hairi, shai and zul. was later joined by zainul. since his dream job location is just opposite ngee ann city. i seriously bolted myself!

after a 3 hour long dinner, slacked nearby and off home. btw, i'm sorry hairi for capturing ur pix halfway. but the smile does it all. can? haha..

i'm bored/ stupid.

well people.. guess wat? i AM stupid. or am i? i think i am.
straight to the point- i'm back to my stupid give in(again!) self! can't believe myself that i forgave mr "nice guy"-AGAIN! wtf. i dun noe why but i just can't bring myself to boycott him much further after an apology. and i really dun noe if that apology is a 'mean it' one. hmm... watever it is, i think that person sort of read my blog and finally decided to apologize and make it up to me. hmm... plus, stating that he didn't mean all those harsh moments and words/ actions. ok, one word- WHATEVER. the main point is i am silly to give another chance and be frens again. giving in is not losing but growing up i guess.

well... in skool currently waiting for my next tutorial. BORED. as usual la.. meeting up with the other side of the cliques later at town. having seuol garden wif em. after several broken promises, i FINALLY fulfill my promise. to join em dinner. and fyi, i saved up my 2 weeks allowance ok! hahaha.. in order to pay up my fees and dinner wif em. zainul's first day at his 'dream' attachment. hahaha.. gud luck though. and, the purpose of telling this is becos he had a new hairdo! description: smaller head- way MUCH smaller, lesser hair and slightly rounded face! hahahaha.. imagine! super tak cool but neat though. kental siket but still acceptable! finally he look so decent.
alryte.. till here for now. update again!

A PIECE OF MY MIND!

yeah. you suck! you suck BIG time! sucker! seriously, i feel so stupid to trust u so much, helped u all the time and the MOST RIDICULOUSLY is that i am such an idiot to give u chances, yes, CHANCESSSSS! omg! i hate myself for that! u lied. not once. not twice. its beyond numerical counts! but, who cares ryte? u dun lose a thing. but tell u one thing "my fren", u just lost my trust. thats it. and guess wat?? u no more part of my close fren. aku bahan kau pon aku bley buat bahan. sumpah aku tak bodoh! selame ni kau bodoh2 kan aku, aku diam. eh, aku tak rugi la kalau kau benci aku ke tidak ke. like hell ya.

u called me basterd. YES! i am. and u should be thankful and proud that at least this bitch here follow ur footstep! i learn to be a basterd from u. yeah. from u! know how it feels now when people basterd u? painful? i felt it a trillion time! fuck la! i really hate ur lies!

oh ya, hope that cycling gets u ready and prepared for ur day at sum places tomorrow!

lastly, hate me for all i care and i noe u won't apologise. which i dun even ask for it. even IF u do, u won't noe the meaning of apologising becos u NEVER MEANT WANT U SAID.

oh, if u people been wondering who this person is, dun bother asking me and i DO NOT ENTERTAIN PHONECALLS. thank u.
well, yeah.. by all means its ur life wat. so of course ah kau pey pasal. so, ni pon aku nye pasal ah nak cakap ape pon. hidop aku pe. i have rights on my life too ok!

break free!!

ok, this really sumthing i NEED! went jogging yesterday at bedok reservoir along wif zainul, luk, syuk, mel and sham and was later joined by nad. while reaching the

3km pit, my shoe just gave way! oh wth! and so, now, i really really really need a new pair and i think this is the BEST! hehehe.. nice or wat? ok, stop. i can go on and on and on talking about this darling here.

as mentioned, jogged, then headed to have dinner and home. yesterday was my BIG day. presentation! and thank god it went pretty smooth and hopefully well. i seriously need a good grade! finished at 12 and went to meet mr nice guy (watever- roll eyes), zainul, and off to ubi. ok, he behaved well yesterday compared to other days. then headed down to ayah's place and then meet the rest at bedok reservoir. it was fun though. at least i had a good run which i have been missing out more than a week! i want to run again!!! soon!!!!

ok, till here for now. i really need to get going with my workloads. exams!!!

oh yeah?

I'M INVITED NO MORE.

I DUN NOE IF I SHOULD STILL CONSIDER U PART OF MY FRENS. SHOULD I?

........................................thinking in process............................................

FRENS DAY OUT!

ollaaa!!! another update and this time its not so outdated as usual. hehehe...

start off with a pathetic pay but still thankful for it, went to have a girls night out with the fabulous girls clique.

it wasn't shopping, it was karaoke baby!!! wooo... ok, this might be nothing special to u guys, but to us, its a lot more than special. its superb!

met the gerls at orchard and waited for farah and headed down to the forum's cash studio karaoke box. oh ya, before this thing slips off my mind, to the guys' team, on behalf of the rest of the gerls, we're sorry for not inviting u guys and worst not picking up all your calls and answering all the smses. ITS A GERLS NIGHT OUT!

ok, enuff said... heres a trip to the 'best' melody.....

BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!! hahahaha... (roll eyes)
although its only the four of us, we still have the night of our lives. and guess wat?? that nyte, i was free from all the stress of my assignments. i aimed for myself to shake the stress away. i wasn't ruminating and cracking up my brain cells about what to do and how to do any projects!

like finally i got a high jump shot!

this is sumthing new. its the next 'in' thing of taking photo. ask this two here about the process to this 'great' picture here.

we thought of going for supper at simpang but due to many many many many reasons....... we brushed it off. rozzy wanted to be home early (and its already 11 by then we finished), farah is going back to cck and another reason is that....... hehehehe... let it be between the four of us la kan... i dun want to offend anyone. its hurtful ya noe. and i'm not a very bad person ok. i do spare sum thoughts for others.

example of a good, moderate and bad jump shots....

we sang, laughed, joked, danced and most importantly enjoyed ourselves. it was fun. and i thank u gerls for the night.

so, there were only two mics and while waitting for our turn, we do the normal 'waitting procedure'... snapping stupid photos.. hmmmm.... macam tak straight!

and before meeting up with the gerls, went to accompany mr zainul shopped for his stuffs and lunched at pizza hut. as usual, irritating time spent, nonsensical topics, crap talks and long route walk. so choosy in buying clothes! and making me take the bus when the next destination is a walking distance! to him everything is far!
if u are reading this zainul, i bet u will, just to let u noe, the song u sang about your once sayang is super irritating ok! and yes, u never fails to irritate me and i really dun noe where or how i got the patience to handle it. ok, till here.....
p.s: i noe my previous post is sweet. hehehehehe...