boo-hoo :(

i'm not in my best mood ever! Reason being, my boyfren is sick :( so, this means that he went home straight after work and i have to skip spending time wif him. Super sad! :( i have no mood and i really am missing him badly!

more of this please!

had this outing a couple of weeks ago. as blogger have been such a 'darling', i have difficulties uploading images and hence, i have no choice but make it outdated.

anyways... this outng was incredibly superb! intentionally was to get my phone then done with it. but, since ernie was joining, we decided to make a full use of the day to spend time together. :) after getting my phone at tampines, we headed for dinner over at serangoon and the food was fantastic! ernie's choice hit the spot!

so, after a scrumptious dinner, we headed off to bugis street to get syuk's watch and then linger around before we send ernie home.

after sending her home, we went our separate ways heading home. syuk and i went to marina to 'experiment' on my new phone and only head home at 2 in the morning. pheww!

and i seriously am looking forward to this kind of outing again! missing them badly already :(
till here for now.

p.s:
i was indeed more than happy. thank u sweetheart!

excuse me b****, but thats my boyfren!

i have to admit lately that i have not behaving well enuff. been very very bad. i admit. last night, i finally proved him that i can make him feel belonged. i waited for him after work and even went up to his bike infront of the rest. pretty impressive huh? :)
but not for long that i feel good cause, like i said, i have not been good. i did something that if he knows it, i think i'm dead! i 'accidentally saw' something that made me fumed up! super pissed! envy empowered me! i saw this message from his phone that came from this particular person who i also know that went up to my boyfren when she cried! like hello! do u know who are u trying to have sympathy from? well, i know that my boyfren is pretty close to everybody and anybody but, again i think u should better keep a distance from him. theres a limit to everything! got it? u want to stay away or i come nearer?! huhh??! arghh!!!!!

ok, i'm cool. chill. (like whatever!)
am i being possessive? or over jealous? or maybe overboard?
anything, be it. because one thing for sure,
i love my boyfren more than anyone (other than his flesh and blood la) could.
so, pls save this message in mind. thank u.

stupid mistake.

wasn't in the best ever situation last night after work.
maybe its normal for us to fight and then laugh it off at the end of the day.
but yesterday's fight wasn't the 'normal' fights we usually had. it never was.
i never been shouted at like that and seriously, u are good at making me cry, boy.
i swear i never meant it that way and u, u just got to control ur anger and talk to me nicely.
i know its my fault and i've apologised not once, but countless. even on the bike when we're going to whitesands, i apologised and keep on apologising. and still, i was shouted at.
at that point of time, i seriously felt like taking my stuffs and walk off! only that one thing was stoping me- my bag is in ur bike! dang!
and another thing is that, if only i never promised the other two to meet up at whitesands.
i will definitely by then, walk off! i hate u! i hate u! i hate u!

then, we had this talk. i hated that talk. hate it like i hate u!
but, u, u made me think. like finally! yes i know i've promised to act normal at work.
but, again but, how could i be so cruel to act the way we should be infront of the person who have heart on you way before i did?? u tell me.
and yes, i am so sorry and i seriously need time to suit myself in this situation at work. i need time to act the way i supposed to. i need time. and again, before i decided that i will be with u, we made a pact that we're gonna keep it low. so, whos mistake now? i wonder.

on a lighter note, still,
I LOVE U.

in demand: time!

i have been pretty busy lately. other than the fact that my workplace is opening every single bloody day, i have to keep track of my mum's checkups and therapy sessions, my training for my upcoming marathon in 5 months time and also the time to catchup with my special one.
i have to admit that even the days are counting by, i only got to spend little time with him.
sometimes i even feel that i have to share him with others. so unfair! and when finally we had our proper outing- just the both of us- it seems that time are just too short. damn it!

had our first proper outing last tuesday- FINALLY!
fren fetched me after my training at pandan gardens and off to jurong point and had our first meal of the day and then off to vivo. initially to catch avatar there, but, due to the pack-ness of the place, we decided to hang around there and then headed to the cathay to catch the 2215hr show.
at first, the movie went smoothly. an hour later, i found myself missing parts of the movie because i feel asleep! dang!
so, i was kind of 'scolded' by fren and promised not to fell asleep. and another good half an hour passed by without me blinking an eye trying to keep vigil and watch the movie. the next thing i knew was.... FREN WAS SLEEPING! tanx ah! woke him up and he made this 'i'm tired and sorry' face and just smiled. -__- i got 'scolded' for sleeping. and got a pathetic face for watching him sleep! hmmpph! another good 15 minutes went pass and the next thing that happened:
WE BOTH FELL ASLEEP! wth! we paid 6 bucks to sleep! so, lesson learnt: do not watch avatar when u're sleepy.

then, i can only spend time with fren in another 48 hours and that is provided we both work the same shift. and, theres no spoilers to spoil our moods! till here!

great-quest.

so, this is the nebo quest that i owed lonnnggg ago. been busy for updates people.

woke up as early as 6 in the morning and straight head to meet syuk and then the 'couple'..
it was fun actually. eventhough it was super tiring!

guess the journey lead to this sleeping beauties here! from fort canning to bedok reservoir to bedok interchange to changi chapel to east coast to singapore flyer and back to fort canning and down back to downtown for the pitstop! pheww!!

after a tiring day of running, we went all the way to tanjong pagar to have our first meal of the day and head to kabeer's so called gig.

after the show, had supper and off home. i loveeeeee number 2! (i bet kabeer love nimber 12)

till my next update! bye!