boo-hoo :(

i'm not in my best mood ever! Reason being, my boyfren is sick :( so, this means that he went home straight after work and i have to skip spending time wif him. Super sad! :( i have no mood and i really am missing him badly!

more of this please!

had this outing a couple of weeks ago. as blogger have been such a 'darling', i have difficulties uploading images and hence, i have no choice but make it outdated.

anyways... this outng was incredibly superb! intentionally was to get my phone then done with it. but, since ernie was joining, we decided to make a full use of the day to spend time together. :) after getting my phone at tampines, we headed for dinner over at serangoon and the food was fantastic! ernie's choice hit the spot!

so, after a scrumptious dinner, we headed off to bugis street to get syuk's watch and then linger around before we send ernie home.

after sending her home, we went our separate ways heading home. syuk and i went to marina to 'experiment' on my new phone and only head home at 2 in the morning. pheww!

and i seriously am looking forward to this kind of outing again! missing them badly already :(
till here for now.

p.s:
i was indeed more than happy. thank u sweetheart!

excuse me b****, but thats my boyfren!

i have to admit lately that i have not behaving well enuff. been very very bad. i admit. last night, i finally proved him that i can make him feel belonged. i waited for him after work and even went up to his bike infront of the rest. pretty impressive huh? :)
but not for long that i feel good cause, like i said, i have not been good. i did something that if he knows it, i think i'm dead! i 'accidentally saw' something that made me fumed up! super pissed! envy empowered me! i saw this message from his phone that came from this particular person who i also know that went up to my boyfren when she cried! like hello! do u know who are u trying to have sympathy from? well, i know that my boyfren is pretty close to everybody and anybody but, again i think u should better keep a distance from him. theres a limit to everything! got it? u want to stay away or i come nearer?! huhh??! arghh!!!!!

ok, i'm cool. chill. (like whatever!)
am i being possessive? or over jealous? or maybe overboard?
anything, be it. because one thing for sure,
i love my boyfren more than anyone (other than his flesh and blood la) could.
so, pls save this message in mind. thank u.

stupid mistake.

wasn't in the best ever situation last night after work.
maybe its normal for us to fight and then laugh it off at the end of the day.
but yesterday's fight wasn't the 'normal' fights we usually had. it never was.
i never been shouted at like that and seriously, u are good at making me cry, boy.
i swear i never meant it that way and u, u just got to control ur anger and talk to me nicely.
i know its my fault and i've apologised not once, but countless. even on the bike when we're going to whitesands, i apologised and keep on apologising. and still, i was shouted at.
at that point of time, i seriously felt like taking my stuffs and walk off! only that one thing was stoping me- my bag is in ur bike! dang!
and another thing is that, if only i never promised the other two to meet up at whitesands.
i will definitely by then, walk off! i hate u! i hate u! i hate u!

then, we had this talk. i hated that talk. hate it like i hate u!
but, u, u made me think. like finally! yes i know i've promised to act normal at work.
but, again but, how could i be so cruel to act the way we should be infront of the person who have heart on you way before i did?? u tell me.
and yes, i am so sorry and i seriously need time to suit myself in this situation at work. i need time to act the way i supposed to. i need time. and again, before i decided that i will be with u, we made a pact that we're gonna keep it low. so, whos mistake now? i wonder.

on a lighter note, still,
I LOVE U.

in demand: time!

i have been pretty busy lately. other than the fact that my workplace is opening every single bloody day, i have to keep track of my mum's checkups and therapy sessions, my training for my upcoming marathon in 5 months time and also the time to catchup with my special one.
i have to admit that even the days are counting by, i only got to spend little time with him.
sometimes i even feel that i have to share him with others. so unfair! and when finally we had our proper outing- just the both of us- it seems that time are just too short. damn it!

had our first proper outing last tuesday- FINALLY!
fren fetched me after my training at pandan gardens and off to jurong point and had our first meal of the day and then off to vivo. initially to catch avatar there, but, due to the pack-ness of the place, we decided to hang around there and then headed to the cathay to catch the 2215hr show.
at first, the movie went smoothly. an hour later, i found myself missing parts of the movie because i feel asleep! dang!
so, i was kind of 'scolded' by fren and promised not to fell asleep. and another good half an hour passed by without me blinking an eye trying to keep vigil and watch the movie. the next thing i knew was.... FREN WAS SLEEPING! tanx ah! woke him up and he made this 'i'm tired and sorry' face and just smiled. -__- i got 'scolded' for sleeping. and got a pathetic face for watching him sleep! hmmpph! another good 15 minutes went pass and the next thing that happened:
WE BOTH FELL ASLEEP! wth! we paid 6 bucks to sleep! so, lesson learnt: do not watch avatar when u're sleepy.

then, i can only spend time with fren in another 48 hours and that is provided we both work the same shift. and, theres no spoilers to spoil our moods! till here!

great-quest.

so, this is the nebo quest that i owed lonnnggg ago. been busy for updates people.

woke up as early as 6 in the morning and straight head to meet syuk and then the 'couple'..
it was fun actually. eventhough it was super tiring!

guess the journey lead to this sleeping beauties here! from fort canning to bedok reservoir to bedok interchange to changi chapel to east coast to singapore flyer and back to fort canning and down back to downtown for the pitstop! pheww!!

after a tiring day of running, we went all the way to tanjong pagar to have our first meal of the day and head to kabeer's so called gig.

after the show, had supper and off home. i loveeeeee number 2! (i bet kabeer love nimber 12)

till my next update! bye!

hecticly loving it.

i barely have time for myself lately as my daily routine became so tight and suffocating since the start of school holidays. so, on a lighter note, school holidays = work!
starts early and ended late and i even barely have time to read the papers! and yes, not amounting the housework and the cooking, the laundry and the cleaning! pheww! it was pure hard work for me. but, BUT, i am thankful that i have great kind soul and company that i can sort things to. and i am very very very very thankful to that person. to u, i seriously appreciate your care and concern. the company u gave and the time u spared and the thoughts u had for me was FABULOUS! i love u la! hehe.. ok, till here for now. gotta rush for work. proper update soon!

miles of smiles.

time have been superb lately and i swear i can never ask for more.
things are good between us and i am loving every seconds of it.
everyday theres always sumthing for me to look forward for.
and the company till late night to the wee hours are great.
and yes, its fairytale come to life i guess.
and i feel super nice when words i never thought come from u did happened.
love it. love it. love it! :)

pink & purple carols.

went to catch 2012 on last thursday and it was worth watching i should put it though it was predictable whats going to happen.

roamed around orchard central and it was fun though when we came across this huge christmas tree that was decorated with pink and purple ornaments and carols! and as usual, we got so amazed that we took stupid pictures and stayed around the tree for almost half an hour. yes, we are lame. very indeed!

this picture down here, as u can see, cracked me up the most! look at his face! cacat la u pakcik!

after spending the time at orchard central, we walked all the way to far east plaza to have subway as this pakcik here wanted subway so much only to find out that it has closed its outlet there. -__- dang! tanx ehh, penat tau layan awak. then we roam around for subway and finally found one. grab a quick bite and off for 2012.

show ended late! and i was blamed for wanting to go public :( we had to rush to the bus stop as the train service have ended. the only bus left for us was 518 and we dropped near his cribs and i cabbed home since its already 1 plus by then. ok, till here.

because its HOLIDAYYY!!!!!!!!!!

and yes i am over excited and paranoid about it! i bet i'm not the only one. all of the nafa students are looking forward to this loooongggg semester break! 8 weeks y'all!!!! and, after all those sufferings we've been through for assessments and all the exams we've screwed, its worth a break and class picnic is comingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

like i said, we suffered the pre-assessments period and we stayed late at school, under so much stress and pressure with the strong demand of our clients' brief, design concepts and all, and we barely sleep! urghh!! the radius of my dark circles are getting way too big! damn it!

and, like any other normal students, we had our pressure moment whereby we spend hours and hour just to render ONE, i repeat, ONE, bloody scene be it in 3D Max/VizPro or Google Sketchup! and this pix here are some of our distressed moments while waiting for our work get rendered. and believe it or not, even taking this stupid pix does cracked us up well!

she remind me of one of the dwarf in snow white! HAHAHAHAHA!!! and, i shall now enjoy my HOLIDAYYY!!!!!!! and thursday is just barely 3 hours away! :) :) :)

i seriously...

DON'T KNOW WHO U GUYS ARE.
SO, IF U THINK U CAN'T LEAVE A PROPER LINK,
THEN I SUGGEST....
STOP TAGGING!
tanx.

i miss friend. alot.

and i regretted doing so. even once. and that one time brought me where i am and the friendship is now. people says that no point crying over spilled milk, but, i am already crying even before the milk spilled. so, i got a point. on a lighter note, even before this friendship drifted away, i have already been crying because i know someday it will end up the way it is now. and it did.
dear mr nice guy,
have u ever wondered why we started off so well and all we had now are arguments?
have u ever wondered why our conversations turned into sarcasm?
have u ever wondered why we dun laugh on the phone anymore?
have u ever wondered how does the place we used to sit at for hours almost everyday is like now?
have u? i had. and one question that always left unanswered was :
do u still remember that we are friends?
i miss having my inbox flooded with your messages.
i miss spending time at the usual place.
i miss fighting with u for no reason.
i miss alighting at orchard and have ice cream.
i miss going to the fruit stall to have watermelons.
i miss waiting for the bus sitting on the railings.
i miss checking out your phone.
i miss the dozens phone calls u used to make.
i miss the ice mountain bottles u used to stuff into my bag.
i miss the choppings and the kickings of slippers.
i miss arguing with u while walking me home on silly matters.
what i miss the most is u, being u- as my bestfriend.

still, things changed. and we no longer close as before.
we no longer contact everyday.
we no longer hanged out.
we no longer have anything to share.
we no longer talk on the phone till late night talking craps.
we no longer have double chocolate from mc'cafe.
and.. we no longer texts each other often.
in short, the one looking for stones are the one who always thought that diamonds are meant to kill the time when stone searchings are getting too boring.

i want my mr nice guy back again with me. pls.
will it be as impossible as getting my family back?
i miss u, friend, alot.

u deserve better or me?

and that is why i am leaving. because looking at u makes it harder.
no more holding on to something that never worth the wait.

new divine.

EXSA AWARD D&D 3rd November 09

EXSA award dinner and dance was awesome. food was great. ambiance was superb and the humor content of the shows were just perfect!

we also want a fair share of the red carpet. hehehe..

see that man with the tall white chef cap? i tell u, he is freaking irritating! orang nak ambek gambar jalan sane jalan sini! alamak!! skali aku swing kang.

in one of the show, at the end of it, this performer gave us one good advice and quote. "if anybody/anything pull or bring u down, and when u're upset, just go to the mirror and say "i'm beautiful! damn it!", but, dun do it too often because liars go to hell." WTH! -__-

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HELL'O'WEEN!!

worked for both days on Halloween and the 2nd day was super tiring! damn it! worked for 13 hours! dang! i was so tired that when i went for supper with ayah i slept on the table! i started work at 11 am and only end at 12.15 midnight! i hate doing breakers that day!

i loveeeee this pix here. other than the fact that the vampire is hot in person, the kid i'm hugging is hotter! hahahaaha! call me when u're 21! *wink*

LOOK AT THE CROWD!

hantu pon lapar dok! (ghost also hungry u noe!)

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