because its from him...

"Dislove, Islove,
Delove, Bestlove,
Waylove, 2love,
Saylove, Datlove,
Imlove, Reallylove,
Luckylove, Tolove,
Havelove, Ulove, Aslove, Mylove,
Switylove.


Now read it again without the
word 'love'.

Cute right? Haha..."








its more than cute. its adorably sweet!
and it came from u! thank u so much sweetheart!
p.s:
i am so in love with my boyfriend :)

some things are better left unsaid.

and yes, some things are better off kept within urself. and yes, the thing is that i hate the fact that u sometimes took me for granted and u still do.
the fact that u choose ur frens over me at times and the fact that u have no initiative to have the integrity to meet up when u noe its a hell lot of a torture to wait up till more than 72 hours. the fact that i still have to wait up to 730 days for u still and the fact that u want to prolong the wait and the fact that u just dun get it when i say that i am hurting. wake up dear. its only a month and 3 weeks and u've already tortured me so much with so little time that u had for me. why must i wait more than 2 years when i can only wait 2 years only?
why u can spare a day off for the rest when u can't even spare less than 2 hours to spend time with me when we both end early? why?
i know its not as fun spending time with me than with them but still, spare me a thought. u brought me where we are now and u just leave me when i have nowhere to go.
tell me if its fair for me to say all these to u. and that is why, i rather be silent and smile coz i want to be ur understanding and sporting girlfren (if i am ever one in ur life).

heeeaavyyyyyyyyyyy lunch! yumm!

last wednesday, i had a 'bloated' day as the cliques decided to have lunch at seoul garden. and so, i dun noe why i even thought of it and i ended up bloated myself! i ate alot. i repeat, ALOT! although i was the first one to surrender, still, i ate alot! too much i guess until i feel like puking when i see food after that. and that dragged for the following 2 days! belueks!!! right, till here for now. till the next update :)

read it through..

HIS 23rd..

was supposedly to go to jurong bird park but due to some circumstances, i have to change the plan ON THE SPOT and so i decided to go to the 'common' place which is sentosa. but still, it turned out F-U-N!

went to watch the 4D magic show which was my first time and its great! then the log ride and that was superb too! and then hang and roamed around the island before heading to the cathay for dinner and a superbly great movie. to all, do watch the blind side. its fantastic i can bet!

in summary, i did had a fabulous time! and to u my dear, i hope that u enjoyed ur day, like the surprised i've planned for u, the gift i gave u and the card i made u :) well, one thing for sure, i noe u love ur gift cause its ur first g-shock.

THE QUEST TO THE MUSEUM..
went to the museum after much persuasion by my dearest vanessa. so much of the quest for immortality! damn boring and its freaking mundane! BOOORRRRIIINNGGG!!!!!!!!!

however, even if the showcase were boring, we still had our own 'fun' :)
in our own way :) hehehe..

BECAUSE MY STUDENT CARD WENT MISSING!
thanks to a good soul named Mr Ho, i saved my 20 bucks to make a new student card! pheww!! its only the first day of school and i lost my student card and lucky for me, it happens that a good soul found my student card and made the effort to call up the school and therefore i have to pick up my card over at his office over at harbourfront.

and so, class ended early last tuesday and since my loyal 5 company wants to accompany me, so, why not? hehe.. went all the way to harbourfront to get my card and slacked at vivo and having a great time in our own world.

zul, rina and farid went for their meal while vanessa, iqa and me settled down with donuts and sushi and promegranade juice (so nice of a combination) outside vivo while waiting for the forever hungry trio to have their meal. so, these are the outcome. see for urself.

its ok if people kept glaring at us. that shows that we knows how to have fun! hehe!

THE DAY I LOST MY CARD!
and so, the story of my lost student card started from here! as iqa wanted to send her camera for repair at harbourfront, and i am the only free soul as the rest has electives modules, i accompanied her and there was when i dropped my card. and yeah, her canon camera is the main contributing factor!

alryte! till here for now! :)

'sometimes' is bullshit!

i dun noe why lately u are being so ignorant.
sometimes u're nice.
sometimes u're sweet.
sometimes u care.
sometimes u just even dun care!
and.. sadly...
the slightest thing u did that hurt me the most!
when u didn't even bother to text me.
when u didn't bother to reply me.
when u didn't even talk to me at work.
i simply just HATE IT! got that phrase? HATE IT!

sometimes i wonder...
why can't we be just like any other normal couple?
why must we go to places where there are least possibilities to meet people we know?
why must we seat seperately at work?
why can't i just hold ur hands after work?
why?
guess the answer just right beneath my eyes.
tell u what, i know u know the answers.
so, why not u come to me and explain NICELY and i seriously hope we can talk and sort things out. i hate it if we continue to be in this manner. suffocated!

but still...
I LOVE U.

my charming liar!

loverboy have been such a darling. wait. no. he was a liar first, then a darling.
anyways, we still met up yesterday to kind of 'celebrated' our first month eventhough syuk was down with fever and massive vomiting. no, he can't possibly be pregnant because i didn't do anything. promise! hehe.. the promised time was 1945hrs and as usual, i ended up waiting till 2020hrs for him to fetch me -__-
went to the cathay because he said he wanted to get his lil' sister a bag and that i recommended him the adidas bag i wanted so much. then headed to have macd and sadly, i hate looking at him eating just a small portion as he was sick and would literally vomit back what he took in :( then after dinner went to slack at the usual spot. its ok dear, next time we can take the flyers. i dun mind. i noe u're sick. then knock off home only at 1.30 in the morning. loverboy made a surprised. the bag which he initially 'bought for his sister' was actually meant for me! liar! but, its super sweet!!! thank u! and no way i will allow u to waste ur money on me ever again! and never will i tell u what i like anymore! hmmphh!! anyways... THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE SURPRISE! i was touched by the effort and thoughts u put in eventhough u was weak and pretty sick. I LOVE U!

p.s:
hope u like the nike shirt i bought u.

its our first

days passes by faster than i thought it would. and before i knew it, its already a month that u made me the most happiest female on planet venus! this picture was taken on our very first date and yeah, the ugly truth is that i love u since then.

and to u, thank u so much for all the care and concern and attention and happiness and love u have showered me since 091209. i love u! and, am missing u truckloads!! 2 days more then can meet :( hate ur airport job!

movie-addict!

updates! updates!
so, its 2010 and FINALLY i have a week off all to myself :) oh wait, i have a 2 day camp and work for the weekend. darn! so, easy said, 3 days all to myself.. dang!

and yes! for less than a month, guess i've watched at least 2 movies and not counting 2 more movies later tonight with mr syukri. this guy here had just turned me into a movie-addict!
ok, lets do a count-list:
1-case 39
2-avatar
3-sherlock holmes
4-alvin & the chipmunks (tonight!)
5-old dogs (tonight!)

and i doubt that would be it. right sweetheart? *roll eyes*
i dun mind as long as movie means spending quality time together :)
enuff about that boy. let the rest of the journey be between him and me. hehe..

dropping off..
got a text message from miss florella ang hui hui to run the upcoming sundown marathon with her and yes! of course i'm super excited! :)
and i seriously dun noe why lately many texted me to run! why ah?
just got a text message from farah asking me join a 16km north east run during her birthday later in march. and like duhh!! i'm on it. anything for the love for running! and being addicted to running is fine than being a movie addict! :)
till here for now.
gotta get ready. mr loverboy coming to fetch me in less than an hour! take care!!
promise a proper update soon!

p.s:
i miss rozzy and shikin damn lot!