some things are better left unsaid.

and yes, some things are better off kept within urself. and yes, the thing is that i hate the fact that u sometimes took me for granted and u still do.
the fact that u choose ur frens over me at times and the fact that u have no initiative to have the integrity to meet up when u noe its a hell lot of a torture to wait up till more than 72 hours. the fact that i still have to wait up to 730 days for u still and the fact that u want to prolong the wait and the fact that u just dun get it when i say that i am hurting. wake up dear. its only a month and 3 weeks and u've already tortured me so much with so little time that u had for me. why must i wait more than 2 years when i can only wait 2 years only?
why u can spare a day off for the rest when u can't even spare less than 2 hours to spend time with me when we both end early? why?
i know its not as fun spending time with me than with them but still, spare me a thought. u brought me where we are now and u just leave me when i have nowhere to go.
tell me if its fair for me to say all these to u. and that is why, i rather be silent and smile coz i want to be ur understanding and sporting girlfren (if i am ever one in ur life).