when it rains at etp....

this is what happened!

it was raining the whole day on sunday and everyone working the morning shift were having a great day at work. :) did flume ride and i was freaking happy that i did not have to do a single test ride! hehehe.. and so.. i dun know why people choose to slack at my station.

when 7 crews slacked at flume ride with a camera in hand, this is the outcome! cam-whored! as inverter are going to leave us, we decided to snap as much pictures as possible with it -in the rain! and.. our photographer of the day was TS zul! thank u!

we were having so much fun in the rain as well as in the flume ride itself! :) played in the rain and kicking water in each others' faces and ass. it was fun!

we were using the self-timer at first and of course the jump shot we intended to do was a failure and till our photographer came then it was almost to a success! and.. sumpah aku tak cool dalam ini gambar! ( i swear i wasn't at all cool in this pix!)

we bid our farewell to the purple-licious inverter.. aww...

i tell u, this canvas photo is stupid! tanx to people who suggested to it and end up posing nicely and making others look stupidly stupid!

before the camera came along, we were just slacking boringly and slept at the station. no guest was around and it was a good and perfect weather to sleep in.

then, while slacking, got this hantu cina giler i satu datang dengan payung merah jalan sini sane. super crazy. nah! a glance of a crazy lost chinese ghost! hahahaha....

and... while we were having fun snaping photos, playing happily in the rain, soaking our feets in the flume ride water, some of these crews here were queing up for the level one safety test. poor thing! hahahahaha... hopefully it will rain heavily the next time i work. conducive environment to work in during fasting month! :)

almost perfect.

went to celebrate addin's 13th birthday at simpang bedok and break our fast there too. it was a good day for me. like FINALLY for the first time i got to break my fast with a proper meal and the almost whole family was at one table tucking in. look.. almost perfect. only if ayah was there..

and we were talking about hari raya and so on and i was just wondering if i could at least get a picture of my whole family once for this year. JUST a picture for me to keep. i noe its crap but i really want it badly. just a picture. nothing more.

skip! the food was superb! ate alot! mama's treat was stomach bloating. even some of the foods weren't finished. so, after dinner, abang drove us to nenek's house to send her some food. miss nenek badly. pity her staying alone.

and lastly.....

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY to this irritating adik of mine! i love u no matter how degil and nonsense u are. despite all the hell u put me through...
and to this 2 here, i swear i didn't know that their picture was uploaded also. but, takpe la... kasi chance sekali sekale nak tompang glamor kat blog aku. hahahaha... till here then.

dark.

the only one thing that anyone would ask for in life is perfection.
that includes..
no miseries.
no hurt.
no pain.
no lies.
no imperfection.

i don't know why this strucked me suddenly. i don't know why i wasted another bucket of tears.
when i know its all not worth it.
u came not once, but twice. u gave hope in a certain way, high enough to bring me to cloud nine and u left it hanging. i have to struggle back to ground-alone.
i never been sincerely happy since my parents divorce and the simplest thing u did break the rules. i was glad that it happened and i am better if it doesn't at all.

however, i am thankful that i get back to my feet now that i have gathered so much courage to do so.
thankful that its finally over after so much pain.
thankful that i have finally get over it.
thankful that i can face u-still- without any grudges.
thankful that in short, u have get out of my life.

and now, i never thought that i can still be friends with u after so much hell u made me go through.
so much tears u made me teared.
and i never thought that i will have this courage to help u in any ways.
some people call me stupid.
even mama said i'm an idiot to still help somebody that robbed my trust.
but, one thing for sure, i lose nothing helping u cause i gain nothing ignoring as well.
and so, please stop being nice to me and i promise i will never cry for u anymore. please.

emergency exit.

bloody hell i so wanna get out of this lab right away! RIGHT NOW!
this group work is frustrating! its annoying and its not going anywhere!
u people only knows how to spot others' mistakes but, if u guys wanna know, the BIGGEST problem lies in u guys' own decisions! i seriously want to blast off. but, to think back, i am fasting and what do i gain? other than 2 more people bitching about me after i left. talking is getting cheaper and cheaper. u know what? i'll just sit and smile and agree. hands up.

sum up.

went down to paya lebar to meet up with syuk, shafiq, zai and naz JUST becoz i was SUPPOSED to fulfilled my deal with syuk to get him his magnum. BUT, i was actually lied! tanx ehh.. suka bangat di buat begini!

met up with shai!!! its been a long time! zul, hairi, maya and kabeer were there too. they head home early while i only tucked myself in at 2 in the morning!

back on school... it was vibrancy day at nafa. and so, many booths were set up and theres this booth we visited was the paranormal booth. i am so not into it i tell u. :)

and ya.. ya.. i still can slack here and there and watched movies online. and my assignments are piling up faster than i thought! look! all these are yet to be touched on! materials for residential module and perspective are waiting for me!!!

tell me, how am i gonna finish these on time??? i swear i dun freaking understand and i also dun freaking care. i hate veronica's class anyway.

alright... i need to get going! and i seriously need to stop my craves for indonesian movies for now! or else my assignments are never ending. and dead-lines are getting nearer!! helpp!!!!

current movie progress: just finish with 'best friends?' and that is officially my 8th movie in 3 days!