read out slow.

outdated. yes. it is! i have been so tied down with the never ending assignments and my lappy is giving me such problems! urgghhh!! life have been bizarre and miserable lately. however, i do have some good quality time to share :) ermm.. tell u what. i'll tell u briefly and then let the pictures do the talking alryte. deal!

the outing cum lepak session on TS Zul's last day :( so gonna miss his kindness :(

then... the rides chalet..

for sure, the food were awesome and the ambiance...... hmmm... ok la.. nt like before. but still, FUN!

the wee hours trip to the market :) i loooveeee the fishes there. the smell. the super wet floor.. hmm.. that was simply great :)

oh ya! one advice! always sit beside somebody who has a camera like shamim and u'll get kinder bueno! special treatment :) :) :) tanx ehh mim!!

and... of course no matter how sucks school is, theres always frens that shines it well!! love u gerls a whole lot!! its been ages since my last neoprints!!

turdles!! till the next proper post!! *wink*

lets pretend..

because this is the path that i chosed. the journey that i decided to take and the life that i lived in since almost 4 months ago.. and so... here i am still holding on. hurt. thats part and percel of a relationship. but, i think hurt have became a must in mine. getting hurt shows and proves i have feelings and, that is why i cry buckets when u hint that i am too fat for u.

i'm sorry i am not curvacious.

i am sorry i am not pretty.

i am sorry i am not perfect.

i am sorry i am not as slim as u think i would be.

i am sorry i am not up to ur standard.

BUT,

i ain't gonna show it because i am still pretending that its fine.

pissed!!!

AKU SUMPAH TENGAH BINGET DENGAN KAU!
KAU PEY PRANGAI SUMPAH STOP IT AH SIAL!

i just need ur understanding. nt ur judging.

got a text message and it woke me up kind of rudely i should say. and i replied it in the midst of being super tired and sleepy still and in a daze as i have a massive headache since saturday. the reply i got back seriously fumed me up. u, dun just go around saying things that u feel like saying without taking considerations on what others might have in mind and might be facing. u dun just go around saying and talking like as if u're the only one making effort and that i am taking things for granted. FOR YOUR GENERAL INFO, i seriously am out of time for the past few weeks as my assessments are on going. and for ur info again, my assessments is not all about sitting down, memorising notes in my bloody head and wake up fresh the next morning and put the notes u have stored in mind into the papers infront of u! it doesn't worked that way! it doesn't! i have to bloody work my ass off and do all the renderings, all the floorplans, all the proposal boards and research on my very own handout all night long and spend money on printings and get huge dark circles under my eyes and be in school bloody early in the morning and u will never know whats gonna surface next for me! GOT IT??! so, i would appreciate it if u could just spare a thought and watch what u wanna say coz i tell u my fren, U JUST HURT ME. big time! i am super pissed and dissapointed on how well u just spoiled my day. thanks ah.. seriously, before u say this to anyone, say this to urself.. ACT UR AGE!

the more u say, the lesser i care.

went to the salon last wednesday and i only intended to trim my hair and cut my frinch first but ended up doing technical highlights since its an advance 21st birthday treat :) and, at first, i thought that it looks fine until i realised that i kind of look like a minah -____- but, of course my face cannot make it one. hehehe... so, like it or not, i still have to bare with it until it fades away which i believe will take quite awhile. i dun wanna spoil my hair and its also a 'birthday gift'. and, what 'made' my day was when my ever 'lovely' boyfriend 'complimented' on it and he was being super 'sweet' by telling me that its 'nice'.. tanx ehh... its ok. its my hair. not yours. just relax.


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and... lately, some people have been reading my blog and saying that i am bragging too much about MY BOYFRIEND. tell u what dear 'readers', i dun care and give a single damn on what u gonna say and said. yes, i am bragging about MY BOYFRIEND and, is there anything that matters? why can't i brag about MY BOYFRIEND in MY BLOG? isn't this MY BLOG? so, if u want to read, be my guest, but, u keep ur comments to urself! got it? if u want to comment so much, theres this vibrant pink box that u can by all means share ur thoughts if u dun noe about it. so, if i want to talk about MY BOYFRIEND, u just read coz i noe u're just being jealous of how happy i am with MY SUPER HOT BOYFRIEND. talk all u want. just tell me when u're done :)

yet another drag.

i'm tired of having to postpone yet another show.
seriously tired of it. tell u what honey,
JUST FORGET ABOUT IT.
i give up.

mummy's girl :)

went to pasir ris to do my brother's ezlink for the 4th time this year wif mama and had a great lunch at mad jack. it was nice having to spend time wif mama as we did not do that since her operation late last year. and so, once again i was mama's only girl :)

had fish n' chips and mama had her all time favourite beef lasagne and it was super filling! yumm! then headed off to skool to finish up on my last project for thursday submission and that will leave me wif the last design & culture presentation and that will be it for this term! woohoo!!!

and, i DID NOT flung my cooperate & retail module!! weee!!!!!! :) ok, till here.. need to render my exhibition for now!!

p.s:

if only u noe how dissapointed i am with u, then u will noe how much i love u.