another try. another chance. yet again..

and so.. everything, all the haywire subsides faster than i thought.
its another try yet again. and after all the fights he had, the heated arguments we went through, i'm kind of loving it. its kind of fun to shout at u sometimes.
and its kind of fascinating to see ur long sour black face which ensure me more that u're not at all good looking. hmm.. and also, its entertaining to just ignore u at times.
i feel super good and the best part is that, i have all the reason for myself to go find the other 'partner'.. hehehe.. hey! i still loves u ok. no one can ever defined that. no doubts. the 'other one' is just 'the other one'. no more but might be less. :)
ok, till the proper looongggg post.
lastly, through it all, i LOVE my boyfren very much :)

i got sick and tired of ur attitude.

u just dun change. will never.

u just got to know how to give out ur time.

i have been seriously bored with the fact that u just dun care how much time we spend together.
be it little or more. i was upset indeed with how u've been acting lately.
its just that u think that i'm no longer a priority. guess ur frens and ur cliques are much more worth of ur time rather than spending it with me! i seriously hates u! i hate the way u took things for granted! i hate the way u dun even bother to care that what u've PROMISED that has yet to be fulfilled! i am seriously freaking annoyed with u! why can't u just be one hell of a concerned human being when i have shed out everything. i repeat, EVERYTHING for u???! is it so hard to just dumped ur frens for a day for me???! am i asking u too much??! hsducgisbcdu agwbich xuihozu yfqs!!!!!!!!!
i seriously hates the way u're putting the situation that i am in now! i hates it!!!! please! for once! change!

and so.. the previous post was removed and i hope it does do good. i dun noe why now i need to filter what i want to post in my own blog. sometimes, it is just not fair that certain things take control of your own rights. well, who says life is fair? anywayssss... this is an apology with regards to my previous post that i believe have hurt people all around the world. (this is just an exaggeration) and i hope that these things that happened do ring a bell in all of our heads. ok, enuff said. done my part. like i said, i dun mind u hating me but i mind hating u. and that is why, an apology doesn't hurt at all. -end-

this is for the part that i think u guys know for who. maybe i should just tell myself this the next time he hurts me! well, it cures way much faster this way. to all the ladies out there, maybe u need this piece of advice also if your boyfren is being such a 'darling' to u at times. :)

p.s:

i was furious with the way how people treated my boyfren. well, i believe he have hurt people's feeling with his irritating jovial nature. but, again, he is a normal human being with feelings and do filter what u want to say to him like how i filtered my blog. and better start talking to him nicely because i would seriously appreciates it loads. thank u.

our 2nd.

i am happy that it got a chance to reach the 62nd day.
becos, in between, i felt like giving up.

all i ever wanted.

is ur concern.

my best shoulder, muhd syukri bin rosdi♥

i never get bored to talk about this irritating guy here even if people hates it. so what? u get bored and tired of it, why are u still clicking and chance upon my blog? correct?

well, get back to the topic, i am here to express my BIGGEST APPRECIATION to my dear boyfren for being there for me when i really need a shoulder to cry on.
when i really need to drain out my tears.
when i really need sumone to talk to.
when the step-mum messaged.
when the daddy become a major problem.
when the mum just can't stop nagging.
THANK U FOR BEING THERE. thank u for the shoulder for me to cry on. thank u for making me feel so secured and thank u for accepting for what and who i am. no matter how mad u make me feel or become, no matter how much of an irritating moron u gets, u are still the BEST i can ever ask for. thank u, muhd syukri for being my BEST BOYFREN.