Love Drunk.

Starting afresh. There are lots of things i wanna share. More than 365 days of events. But, i dun think i can remember all. So, lets just say that everything was ok, i guess.

09.10.11
Since midnight strucks, i've been keeping vigil of my phone. Midnight, no message nor call. 1am, nothing too. 2am, still nothing. 3am, i almost gave up, well, indeed i did. Fell asleep with my phone still in my hands.
Did u forget what today is? Or, u're still mad about friday? Or, from the moment u left me alone and said u hate seeing me is for real? And to u, its really over between us?
I'm tired. I am not strong enuff (yet) to deal with all this. U didn't contact me for more than 36hours now. I cried myself to sleep so much that whenever i woke up, theres a pounder in my head and swollen eyes. Its torturous!
For now, i am still waiting.. This is the reason why previously before u, i've never been in love for 3 years..