time really are gold.

OMG! I NEED MY RUN SOON!!!

SUPER FAT AZURA!

updates..updates!!!

well... things went quite smoothly these couple of days. school also have been super

good eventhough assesments are coming and assignments seems to pile up happily into my organizer!

been spending quality time with people i love and adore well. be it in school or outside.

hahaha... went to catch up with the click 5 yesterday. shikin went off early and that left us 5 only.

slack at port tamp and here are the pix!!

MISS zainul side view

miss zainul front view!

nothing to touch on about our slacking period. hahaha.. wait! THERE IS! but cannot say la.

maybe u noe rozzy. hahaha... ok, hint, i'm feeling the awkwardness. da. tats all.

ok, as mentioned...school went pretty well. only thing my group's history project isn't going well enuff.

hmm... so, been spending a whole lot tyme with the trio in school and tat can never be any better!

hahahaha... ok.. wordy post are boring! so...let the pix do the talking.....

us.

us again.

us sumore! hahaha.. kkk... da.

so, after video production yesterday, while waiting for princess shikin to come, i went to the material room with april for a 'shopping spree' for our project. hmm... its like macam paham of us to talk about the materials there. hahahaha... ok, i can't help it but to post the fantastic pix of the materials i needed.

tiles....wood....glass.....all the way till year 3!

ok. pooja really was high yesterday! look how a kutti she can get! vanitha, if i were u, i would really want to chop off those long but not slender leg of hers! hahahaha... muthal!

vanitha: eh, u want to go picnic ah?

pooja: its her father's school. u dun noe ah?

april: oh cool man u. pakai selipar. but its relax la. i suka.

me: (all smiles..wat can i say? they're all speaking for themselves.)

i hate using mac lab! i hate! i hate! i hate!

oh...btw... for the 567th time, its not an overall i'm wearing! its april's sweater i hung on me!

as mentioned again.. i've been spending all my time with quality! so, sunday after work, instead of studying, i decided to tag along to f ly kite (hahaha...mcm lain eh bunyi) at punggol field with my family and relatives.

it was FUN! after so long i've not been spending tyme with

them and busy wif work and school, its super relaxing and enjoying when i finally spend my tyme with them.

i so miss my mumma, addin, abang and most of all....ayah...:(

its fun la the place. can picnic also. see! look! tengok!

best kan?! very the relaxing and very the calming my thoughts. its a good start after a

hectic day and ugly moment and a 'try very hard to forget him' faillure.

i love and miss them MILLIONS!

my very own 2 little nyonyas. hahaha... muack! muacks! muackssss!!!

ok..till here for now. luv u pumpkins billions!!!

CONFUSED.

HURT.

DOWN.

BORED.

i hate 14th february!

it was a mess! a TOTAL mess! i hate my day!

it went ooook at first and even after work but because of one

stupid act it ruined it all! thanks ah. thanks for making my day-making it an atrocious one!

i dun noe why i really feel so down today. other then the stupid incident!

it went as a total mess! it was disasterous i should put it. i dun noe why i got irritated easily and

people around me seems to annoy me with their slightest foolish attitude, words and even

gesture! WTF am i feeling??! i hate this feeling! its putting me in a rotten spot! it could be my red moment that i'm used to but never this annoying and frustrating. i usually dun get pissed easily and even if i did it'll only last

less than an hour. but today was different! its the whole 3 hours! freaking shit!

after work met sahil and been giving him the cold shoulders since then and the most shitty thing

is that he had done NOTHING wrong at all! same goes to zainul. i shouted at him for not going home wif me. that was so pathetic of azura! i'm such a spoilt slut today! everything seems so fuck up to me and i'm so fucking fuck up to everybody!!! well... my bad.. sorry to those that have been shouted at.

I'M SORRY!

even its NOT MY FAULT! i bet u noe who it applies to and freaking shit i apologised to u and u just ignored it completely! u jerk! but its ok. i'm cool with it. i suck ok? i suck big tyme! HAPPY?!

i'm cool wif it f....n. kau nye suke la nak cakap aper. tak pasal.

ok.... now i'm getting mad at myself cos i REALLY CAN'T GET OVER HIM no matter how much i tried! i tried! I DID TRIED! but i just keep on failing. help. please just make me hate u for once cos i can't

take any more shits and having others to handle the aftermath. they'll hate me becos of u

and that is totally not cool ya know!

frens are PRICELESS!

alryteeee... i'll update EVERYTHING that i have missed out ryte from the previous

week up till yesterday!

have been spending MOST of my tyme lepak-ing and eating non-stop since the previous week! i'm stressed! with assignments pilling up and holidays seems so far away! so, starting from last week's wednesday, as mentioned, i didn't join my secondary school clicks for a badminton game as i went to cathay to register for the sundown marathon with hui li & hairi then i trained down to pasir ris and meet the rest.

then, the next lepak with the gang was blading at east coast! ok...sahil is damn hilarious ah!

hahahaha.... we rented a double-seater bicycle and it was fun trying it out.

then....... it was up till yesterday!

since we just gaji-ed, we went down to parkway parade and shoped! ok, i DID NOT shop as much as rozzy ok.

but i did ate alot like rozzy! hahaha... then we were joined by zainul.

ok mr zainul, u did irritate me pretty well! and yeah... i am PISSED with u at polar! and yeah! u really are irritating!

but, u noe me. i'm only pissed for less than half an hour! idiot u!

ok............take a look!

i lovvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeee this pix! hahahaha... and yeah zainul, watever it is kau tetap STEP macho!

and rozzy and i have to lie everytime u asked the boring question if u're

handsome or not! u noe my answer is...... only HIM is perfect! hahahaha....

i was already pretty tired when it came to this! and i was really in no mood by then! and as mentioned, it was this guy down here whom 'added salt to the wound'! and i was FORCED to change seat

to the smoking area just becos he wants to smoke! i really hated him ah! rozzy, i noe u noe.

for once we looked FAIR! (kan rozzy kannnn...)

ok, as mentioned, i ate ALOT! just before this meal ryte here, rozzy and i had a meal at banquet and i ate a heavy meal! then, there i am eating-AGAIN! omg! i really need my run!

had pastamania with them and as usual.......... laugh out loud like its pasta-majid, pasta-rahim and pasta-nordin! ok, spicy chicken with linguine is super nice! oh ya.... thanks to my great buddies who paid almost half of my meal cost for me coz u guys whom the one who pulled me into it. btw... its pretty good feeling u noe. hahahaha....

oh ya.... i'm here to apologise to my dear fren cum colleague, shai, for not being able to have dinner with her. i'm soooooooo sorry! i'll make it up to u. promise!

after that, we spent most of the time at borders reading books as i dun noe when zainul have got such interest towards books! hmmm....... oh ya... we found a book about horses and just by the word, we burst out loud! HAHAHAHAHAHA..... sorry la zainul! and... fyi... kau pon kacau aku rabak eh! idiot u! and rozzy like finally satisfy her cravings for clothes!

and tanx guys for accompanying me and layan-ing me find my watercolours and palette!

hahahaha... i noe arts are boring to u guys but who else were there wif me ryte?

hehehehehe....

R for rozzy! A for azura!

our meal at banquet.

and.... this is when we went for our blading! it was SUPER PURE FUN!

i really thanked god that i have such good frens and such fun buddies! i excel in frenship even though i flung out of colours in love. but, thats ok.. as long as they're by my side, i'm more than secure i should say. alryteeeeee here are the pix!

ok, this dark guy here is the star of the show!

ok, this was my first tyme riding it. but, it was fun! maybe this would be an ideal date!

fun! hahahaha... romantic sum more! to me lar..

THE LEPAK SESSION!

this is the most fun part! lepak under the block taking stupidly

idiot pix! luv u guys alotttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looking forward for more of these!

lastly, i am looking forward for our next lepak! sheeeeeeeeeshhhaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

weeee!!!!!!!!!!! and to those out there that are against my frens and frenship,

u should GROW UP and stop playing angel. u are no good urself and stop being a female dog please.

well, i noe i'm no good myself but at least i dun go around ringing people's phone bugging them!

u noe.. i noe... my frens noe!

alryte... till the next baking!

the time of my life

alryte..sorry for not updating for the past few days. been VERY busy with catching

up datelines and piles of assignments need to handle. huhhh... as usual... scholl have

always keep me busy. however, it will never keep me away from my frens and also i am happy that at least

the other day i get to spend time with mama after school!

wee!!!!! mama fetch me after school last tuesday and we headed down to plaza sing to walk

around. have the 'long lost' time with mama was great! treat me toast box and these are the pix!

i love my mama.

before that i was out with my rozzy. she settled out sumthing and we slack at my

'all time favourite' mc'd at bras basah. and... as i told u pumpkins, that mc'd is super cool

and cozy even rozzy agreed! and the other day i went to sign up for the adidas

sundown marathon with hui li and hairi at cathay, even hairi agreed!

go check out that mc'donald!

ok ok... enuff... here are the pix!

i just got to noe that my camera can do this!

alrtye... till here first alrytes. i'll update soon. REAL SOON! i noe rozzy u want the pix really fast. sorry. i promise before saturday can?hahahaah.. ok... take care!

i hate this feelings!

i really hated it when it comes down to a situation whereby u are about

to lose and at the same time u're uncertain about it.

whereby u have put on so much hope on sumthing or sumone and yet

they feels nothing and killing u softly with their actions towards u.

whereby love is always a failure and u can't get over it.

whereby the person u love or like just seems to be another typical 'come & go' shit thing.

whereby everyone around u are happy and u are left stranded

with so much hope that u urself noe won't turn into a reality.

whereby every guys sucks and keep looking for better looks.

whereby u feel so low and stoop when things just happens to happen.

whereby u just can't get hold of want u really want and u lose them to sumone

that dun really deserve the spot.

whereby the word 'family' is not in ur dictionary anymore.

whereby frens are just another typical 'frens'.

whereby people are so irritating and wanted others to like them when they themselves

can't put off a lame confrontations about the same old stories which expired long ago.

whereby people can't wash thier hands off others and your bussiness.

whereby love is just another game.

whereby false hopes are just another routine.

whereby making u falling in love so deeply and so much and yet nothing seems to be happening

nor working when its obvious that u love them.

whereby falling for him is just another BIG mistake.

i hated it.

i bet normal people hated it too.