well, i am getting out of ur life. right away.

i noe i am not a good fren.
i noe that i am such a pain in ur ass.
i noe i am such a nag.
i noe i am a burden.
BUT..
i am not an animal that was born wif zero feelings.

i hated it when u talk rudely to me.
i hated it when u bring me down when others are there.
i hated it when u lied to me.
i hated it when u humiliate me.
i hated it when u forces me to tell u sumthing that i am not willing to.
i hated it when u always need a reason for everything i do.
i hated it when u change plans.
i hated it when u make empty promises.
and....
i hated it the MOST when u said this to me, "KAU BOLEH PEGI MAMPOS".
i hated it so much that i ran out of patience the moment i heard it.
i hated it so much that i put my hands up. I AM GIVING UP.

i am giving up on this frenship.
i am giving up tolerating all these bullshits.
i am giving up to always end up giving in.

u, u can do watever u like.
u can lie to me all u want.
u can humiliate me for all i care.
u can talk as rudely as possible to as u wish.
u can bring me down for i dun give a damn.

i dun care anymore.
u dun have to tell me anything.
u dun have to let me noe.
u dun have to face me anymore.
u dun have to spend anymore of ur precious time to do sumthing u hate.
u dun have to listen to me any longer.
and...
u dun have to say that i am ur fren anymore.
as for all i noe, this is wat u want when u asked me to jolly well go and die.
thats it.
i think its time for me fuck off from ur life.
i think its time u go and find a better fren.
and i really think that it is time for me to not bother a single thing that got to do wif ur life anymore. i give up.

one thing for sure,
u are still my fren BUT not the one u used to be.
u are still my fren BUT not a priority anymore.

and..
thank u for all the things that u've done that do me good.
thank u for the stuffs that u gave me.
thank u for the time spent.
thank u for the listening ears.
i appreciate it a whole lot.
but, i think all these have come to a stop.

i am doing as wat u wished and asked for.
i am going to mampos off from ur life.
u asked for it. u got it.

and, yes. u 've changed.
it may seems crap but, i am the one facing it.
and now, yeah.. everything's changed.
no longer the way it used to be.