beyond word description.

i am thinking of privatizing my blog. BUT then again i was thinking also, whats the point of having a blog if u dun want it to be publicized? (p.s: no offence to whom it may concern). plus, blogs are meant for that blogger themselves to pour and share everything out. ryte?

ok, skip!
life for me hasn't be heaven lately. my spirit wasn't in its best for the past few days. well, one thing for sure, whatever that happened and are happening are beyond word description. this feeling just sucks. i have no mood or enthusiasm to face the rest of the day and the upcoming ones are just too much to handle. its sucks BIG tyme.
i have been bad. real bad. but, sum people are worst in many ways.
handphone have been in silent mode for the past 5 days and my current balance are running low at its SLOWEST pace ever. usually, after only 2 to 3 days, my current balance will be less than half i topped up. see, how life changed.

ok, skip!
i dun wanna think what more talk about it. i have been wasting buckets of tears and now it almost reach a river. :( but, i am thankful that frens and my loved ones are always here by my side. thank u all. i noe sooner or later i'll get over it- hopefully.

ok, skip!
apologies are so hard to be made. but, i am proud that my ego aren't as bad as i apologized for my mistakes- even i strongly believed that the roots of it wasn't my fault. (people who agrees pls DO spam my tagboard) its ok, i am no perfect person. i make mistakes and i pay for it. like i am paying for one ryte now. :(




well....... my words could be harsh, but at least its edited.
i noe u are not happy wif me and whats the point talking ryte?
ya.. WHATS THE POINT?
who cares about me? oops wait! WHY care about me?
who the hell am i?
answer: one useless fren. oh no wait. u are my fren, but, am i urs?

whatever la.. at least i'm glad i noe the answer.
by means and ways that some sources have been contributing cooperatively.
be angry all u want. hate me all u feel like.
i never once hold any grudges against u. no doubt about that.
at any point of tyme IF ever u think i'm still ur fren, i am not gonna treat u wif any attitude.
thats a promise. i hold on to my words.