I AM SORRY.

lately, i have been trying so hard to pull myself through and i find it so hard to do so.
i have been sharing my problem with my bunch of caring friends and nothing seems to ease the uneasy feeling. and so, i finally thought that i should share it with someone i love the most, my mama.
i told mama what happened from A to Z and mama's advice was a miracle. i never knew that the simplest thing u can ever think of is actually the weapon to solve it all. that is to

FORGIVE and FORGET and JUST SMILE.

be it your fault or the other party. be it your mistake or not. be it u like it or the other way.
just smile, say sorry and u will feel the best u can ever felt. and.. it works! thank u mama.
mama said that everybody tends to make mistakes. big or small, serious or not. BUT, we have no right to punish anyone. we have no right to be angry and show it off. no right at all.

and therefore, i am hereby apologizing to whom it may concern for my mistake.
i know i shouldn't have post about what happened and i am sorry for the words that i have said that might hurt u.
and for that, i am removing the post. mama said that i gain nothing by posting such post but, i do not lose anything either apologizing and forgiving.

so, its up to the other party. u can hate me. u can severe the friendship. u can call me bullshit but i am just doing my part and doing something that can help me ease my uneasy heavy burdening feeling. so, i am sorry and i am still a friend that u can rely on. sorry.