sometimes, its better to just..

ignore whats happening and live life to the fullest.
i am sick, disgusted and tired of pure life nonsense and its a total crap!
having to bare with 'white lies', backstabbers, flirtatious bitch & jerks, and not to mention, the never ending excuses that people made to cover up their bare asses.
just tell me, should i still consider such basterds my fren?
should i just act stupid and play the dumb asshole fren?
should i just let these bullshits ruin my life just to take considerations of their feelings?
or should i just turn to them and say "u can jolly well carry on with your shits towards me" and walk off?
to think back, i don't want to be a perfect bitch. what do i gain?
i have enough of "sorry. i won't do it again".
totally enough of "ok, i promise.".
freaking sick of "i'll try." tell u what, u NEVER tried honey. NEVER.
and bloated of "my family this. my family that."
bullshit la!
when i don't give a damn about how happy your family is! well, congrats u managed to envy me and, congrats also that u have successfully made it to my 'top ten most hated person on earth' list.
and to this particular person/people, i seriously don't know should i really consider u my friend still or should i just treat u like another pain in my ass.

and to this another person, thanks for intruding my life twice and gave me the best hope that anyone can ever afford to give, but, i would appreciate it if u just make up your mind and stay gone if u decided to fuck off from my life. and one thing for sure, i GAVE UP waiting for someone who don't deserve my time, what more my concern. i'm tired of dealing with things that took up alot of time and yet zero courage to come and be a man to spill the beans. i had my say. thank you for reading.