lets pretend..

because this is the path that i chosed. the journey that i decided to take and the life that i lived in since almost 4 months ago.. and so... here i am still holding on. hurt. thats part and percel of a relationship. but, i think hurt have became a must in mine. getting hurt shows and proves i have feelings and, that is why i cry buckets when u hint that i am too fat for u.

i'm sorry i am not curvacious.

i am sorry i am not pretty.

i am sorry i am not perfect.

i am sorry i am not as slim as u think i would be.

i am sorry i am not up to ur standard.

BUT,

i ain't gonna show it because i am still pretending that its fine.