lethargic. depressed. stressed.
i am freaking tired and worn out. with my assignments piling up and assessments around the corner, and mama in the hospital, i am seriously under tons of depressions!
urgghh! i just hate the feeling! plus, my mind just can't get off u. u, u hurt me the most. just u, being u, make me go insane having to spare a thought about u in my hectic life and it can't seems to be avoided. how could u be so cruel and did not show any concern when i am really in need of it? i bet u dun even care. its pretty obvious that i am not that important. and u wanna noe what? u can go on and live ur life the way it is now and i'll just sit here and watch how it goes. because, giving up is the only way out for me now. to think back, why must i think about u when u dun even deserve a thing from me.
latest update:
mama was out of the operating theater at 1510hrs and since then, my eyes keep getting watery and i can't hold back my tears every now and then. looking at mama so weak and pale and knowing that she isn't responding well for her operation kills me. GET WELL SOON MAMA.
i am freaking tired and worn out. with my assignments piling up and assessments around the corner, and mama in the hospital, i am seriously under tons of depressions!
urgghh! i just hate the feeling! plus, my mind just can't get off u. u, u hurt me the most. just u, being u, make me go insane having to spare a thought about u in my hectic life and it can't seems to be avoided. how could u be so cruel and did not show any concern when i am really in need of it? i bet u dun even care. its pretty obvious that i am not that important. and u wanna noe what? u can go on and live ur life the way it is now and i'll just sit here and watch how it goes. because, giving up is the only way out for me now. to think back, why must i think about u when u dun even deserve a thing from me.
latest update:
mama was out of the operating theater at 1510hrs and since then, my eyes keep getting watery and i can't hold back my tears every now and then. looking at mama so weak and pale and knowing that she isn't responding well for her operation kills me. GET WELL SOON MAMA.
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