i hate 14th february!

it was a mess! a TOTAL mess! i hate my day!

it went ooook at first and even after work but because of one

stupid act it ruined it all! thanks ah. thanks for making my day-making it an atrocious one!

i dun noe why i really feel so down today. other then the stupid incident!

it went as a total mess! it was disasterous i should put it. i dun noe why i got irritated easily and

people around me seems to annoy me with their slightest foolish attitude, words and even

gesture! WTF am i feeling??! i hate this feeling! its putting me in a rotten spot! it could be my red moment that i'm used to but never this annoying and frustrating. i usually dun get pissed easily and even if i did it'll only last

less than an hour. but today was different! its the whole 3 hours! freaking shit!

after work met sahil and been giving him the cold shoulders since then and the most shitty thing

is that he had done NOTHING wrong at all! same goes to zainul. i shouted at him for not going home wif me. that was so pathetic of azura! i'm such a spoilt slut today! everything seems so fuck up to me and i'm so fucking fuck up to everybody!!! well... my bad.. sorry to those that have been shouted at.

I'M SORRY!

even its NOT MY FAULT! i bet u noe who it applies to and freaking shit i apologised to u and u just ignored it completely! u jerk! but its ok. i'm cool with it. i suck ok? i suck big tyme! HAPPY?!

i'm cool wif it f....n. kau nye suke la nak cakap aper. tak pasal.

ok.... now i'm getting mad at myself cos i REALLY CAN'T GET OVER HIM no matter how much i tried! i tried! I DID TRIED! but i just keep on failing. help. please just make me hate u for once cos i can't

take any more shits and having others to handle the aftermath. they'll hate me becos of u

and that is totally not cool ya know!