i miss friend. alot.

and i regretted doing so. even once. and that one time brought me where i am and the friendship is now. people says that no point crying over spilled milk, but, i am already crying even before the milk spilled. so, i got a point. on a lighter note, even before this friendship drifted away, i have already been crying because i know someday it will end up the way it is now. and it did.
dear mr nice guy,
have u ever wondered why we started off so well and all we had now are arguments?
have u ever wondered why our conversations turned into sarcasm?
have u ever wondered why we dun laugh on the phone anymore?
have u ever wondered how does the place we used to sit at for hours almost everyday is like now?
have u? i had. and one question that always left unanswered was :
do u still remember that we are friends?
i miss having my inbox flooded with your messages.
i miss spending time at the usual place.
i miss fighting with u for no reason.
i miss alighting at orchard and have ice cream.
i miss going to the fruit stall to have watermelons.
i miss waiting for the bus sitting on the railings.
i miss checking out your phone.
i miss the dozens phone calls u used to make.
i miss the ice mountain bottles u used to stuff into my bag.
i miss the choppings and the kickings of slippers.
i miss arguing with u while walking me home on silly matters.
what i miss the most is u, being u- as my bestfriend.

still, things changed. and we no longer close as before.
we no longer contact everyday.
we no longer hanged out.
we no longer have anything to share.
we no longer talk on the phone till late night talking craps.
we no longer have double chocolate from mc'cafe.
and.. we no longer texts each other often.
in short, the one looking for stones are the one who always thought that diamonds are meant to kill the time when stone searchings are getting too boring.

i want my mr nice guy back again with me. pls.
will it be as impossible as getting my family back?
i miss u, friend, alot.